XXXV

Master is waiting within

As regards the view that there is some sort of conflict in the initiation as one had the same before:

There was practically no initiation before or else he could have had some experience in that first instance.1

Master Sawan Singh used to say that even girls of tender age could repeat instructions for initiation; but the initiation which is not had by a Master-Hand will not give any practical experience. 

The initiation received at the hands of a real Master will give some experience at the time and He will be extending all feasible help at all times.

This vision you had was apparently due to the splendid Grace of the Master. You are fortunate. There was no cause to fear. 

Master does appear in His Effulgent Form and talk to the disciples. That Form did stand even when you were strong in doing repetition. That Form comes nearer and nearer and enters the body of the disciple, hovers around his or her head, or vanishes. 

When next you experience a similar event you need not fear at all. Of course, do repetition to test the genuineness of the Master. He will caress you and pour blessings on you. 

Had you looked intently into the Luminous – Effulgent – Figure, you would have recognised the features of the Master.

The appearance of the Master is a real fact. Whatever experience you had is true. Master is waiting for each one of us within, if we but only invert. He gives us Darshan face to face. It is encouragement to the disciples on their way up.

This is the door which when knocked upon will be opened unto you. Your Inner Vision will open and you will transcend the physical body and be born anew in the words of Christ.

As regards jerking of the legs:

It may be due to fatigue, and for that you may try a massage before going to bed. If the Spiritual Practice is done in an accurate way, all sense of fatigue will be overcome, and the body will be refreshed after resuming of the spirit current in the body following withdrawal.

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Footnote: 1) We should always take into consideration that if one receives a True Initiation into the beyond it always includes a first-hand experience of the Light and Sound of God.